Wow, War Machine (in a recent letter from jail) gave me some serious wisdom on the Roger Huerta book and my approach… let’s just say he reminded why I’m doing this book in the first place and what my original intention was – to be a friend to RH. Not a lover, not a fling, but a genuine friend, someone to listen in a way few others have been capable of doing. That is my gift, I do it well, and when I DON’T listen – that’s when I’m an idiot. Through all the drama and BS, it’s like I forgot about my original intention. It’s not to wreck Roger’s life or stir up shit. I’ve gotten way off course here. Back to the drawing board.